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Friday, June 24, 2011
Once a idiot, forever one.
I want to tell you, only loser back out.
I am not going to back out. Haha. Lets see about your side then.
Anyway, is not about whether can people be more real, but about whether u understand the person or not. And how do you know the person is not real? When u assume that their " other character " that they display at somewhere else is then real? LOL. Because there are people like you, thats why the world are full of fake people. Have u ever wondered if the problem lies on you? Because of people like you who like to assume other's thinking, thats why they will wan to act according to how you think of them! YOU DOPE! get alive. Sissy like you bear grudges. Furthermore, is a problem that u cause, thats why there will be quarrels, thats why u will bear grudges. ?? What u doing? Is this your form of entertainment?
I am not going to back out. Haha. Lets see about your side then.
Anyway, is not about whether can people be more real, but about whether u understand the person or not. And how do you know the person is not real? When u assume that their " other character " that they display at somewhere else is then real? LOL. Because there are people like you, thats why the world are full of fake people. Have u ever wondered if the problem lies on you? Because of people like you who like to assume other's thinking, thats why they will wan to act according to how you think of them! YOU DOPE! get alive. Sissy like you bear grudges. Furthermore, is a problem that u cause, thats why there will be quarrels, thats why u will bear grudges. ?? What u doing? Is this your form of entertainment?
Monday, March 14, 2011
A little each time make my life goes on and on and on.
I cant slp !!!!
Same old stuff running in my mind!!! Come'on! Over so long alr! Why still bother?? Hmms.. Anyways, sad to say, i miss M1 roadshow
!!! I am expose to "real work + real characters" further more, i got to have fun while work. So $$ isnt the issue anymore. I dunno why, but i just miss it!! All of us was agreein to what yuanxin said" if only the roadshow lasted longer then i am sure its gg to be perfect! HAHA! i can never agree any further! Thou first day was a bit chui to the extend that i almost wanted to quit with grace. But thank God i did not. Haha. Its time to resume to normal where studies become a daily routine again. I know its silly, but i just feel like saying, I WISH I CAN GROW UP AND GET A JOB SOON! I seriously don understand what are studies for , when u grow up and all you can do is either paper work or hands on job?? Its not like you are really gg to apply all the history or what so ever skills in life.. Hmmms.. To me, studies are just a weapon whereby ppl use to fight for a goog ranks and position in lige. And once they are comfortable with what they are or where they are, education would be useless and what must really comes in handy is your capability which is what everyone have neglected in their life when they are studying. Lets get one of the staff from my past workplace. She doesnt even know how to hold a mop/ broom. If u tell me you dunno how to mop or sweep, i am still fine with it. But,WHAT?!?! you dunno how to HOLD?? Shucks. See what mean?? Capabilty let you earn more money or education??(: COME'ON.
Anyway, what i am gg to say next is what i have been worrying about the MOST!
what's happening to the earth?? I am scare bcuz i have yet to prepare to bid goodbyes.:( not bcuz i am
Afraid of death. But i am more afraid of losing my love ones even if * touch wood* all of us is gg to perish on earth some unfortunate day!
I am very troubled by it! I kept thinking, does it mean by no future for lihong? No more person for me to love and be love?? No more laughing and crying?? No more missing and memories?? :( no more this and that?? :( i hope this unfortunate event does not happen. Well, mayb not for now. Mayb when something happen to me INDIVIDUALLY FIRST?? Becuz i don bear to see it happening. Even if a am gg to appear in heaven, i will still feel sad if i don see my love ones there. If i am in hell, i will also worry if my love ones have safely reached heaven?? God, please do not let it happen. I pray all these in Your awesome name. AMEN..
Same old stuff running in my mind!!! Come'on! Over so long alr! Why still bother?? Hmms.. Anyways, sad to say, i miss M1 roadshow
!!! I am expose to "real work + real characters" further more, i got to have fun while work. So $$ isnt the issue anymore. I dunno why, but i just miss it!! All of us was agreein to what yuanxin said" if only the roadshow lasted longer then i am sure its gg to be perfect! HAHA! i can never agree any further! Thou first day was a bit chui to the extend that i almost wanted to quit with grace. But thank God i did not. Haha. Its time to resume to normal where studies become a daily routine again. I know its silly, but i just feel like saying, I WISH I CAN GROW UP AND GET A JOB SOON! I seriously don understand what are studies for , when u grow up and all you can do is either paper work or hands on job?? Its not like you are really gg to apply all the history or what so ever skills in life.. Hmmms.. To me, studies are just a weapon whereby ppl use to fight for a goog ranks and position in lige. And once they are comfortable with what they are or where they are, education would be useless and what must really comes in handy is your capability which is what everyone have neglected in their life when they are studying. Lets get one of the staff from my past workplace. She doesnt even know how to hold a mop/ broom. If u tell me you dunno how to mop or sweep, i am still fine with it. But,WHAT?!?! you dunno how to HOLD?? Shucks. See what mean?? Capabilty let you earn more money or education??(: COME'ON.
Anyway, what i am gg to say next is what i have been worrying about the MOST!
what's happening to the earth?? I am scare bcuz i have yet to prepare to bid goodbyes.:( not bcuz i am
Afraid of death. But i am more afraid of losing my love ones even if * touch wood* all of us is gg to perish on earth some unfortunate day!
I am very troubled by it! I kept thinking, does it mean by no future for lihong? No more person for me to love and be love?? No more laughing and crying?? No more missing and memories?? :( no more this and that?? :( i hope this unfortunate event does not happen. Well, mayb not for now. Mayb when something happen to me INDIVIDUALLY FIRST?? Becuz i don bear to see it happening. Even if a am gg to appear in heaven, i will still feel sad if i don see my love ones there. If i am in hell, i will also worry if my love ones have safely reached heaven?? God, please do not let it happen. I pray all these in Your awesome name. AMEN..
Friday, February 25, 2011
Common test is finally over!(:
Math: 23
Phy : 10
Chi : 27
Thats all i know as of now!:/ i didnt do very well in common test!! Argh!! Will try harder next time. BUT! i did manage to exceed my targeted mates! Whoot! Whee! Haha.. I shall look for the the next vicim and climb higher and higher! Anyways, 2 days ago, i had to start the the try out of the class relay system and some burden destroyed it. Well. I don really care as long as the responsible ones are willing to work with me. Guess what. It work out well only after the second try out! But not bah luh!!(: WELLLLLL DONE!^^
nothing special happen this week , but only when i come to receive the announcement that the adventure racing is this sat .
Which is just tml, which is just so dead becoz we didnt have any special training for it, except that me, jean , salman and kiki went swimming together yesterdayyyy.... And i mangage to finish the usual laps that i have to complete. 10 laps. Instead , i swim 12. Because we did a little competiion . Wah~ salman, ur're the bomb. U swim so fast. Cheers! Haha
Have to prepare for tml alr! I am aiming for the top 3, com'on com'on! Gogogo!!:D
Phy : 10
Chi : 27
Thats all i know as of now!:/ i didnt do very well in common test!! Argh!! Will try harder next time. BUT! i did manage to exceed my targeted mates! Whoot! Whee! Haha.. I shall look for the the next vicim and climb higher and higher! Anyways, 2 days ago, i had to start the the try out of the class relay system and some burden destroyed it. Well. I don really care as long as the responsible ones are willing to work with me. Guess what. It work out well only after the second try out! But not bah luh!!(: WELLLLLL DONE!^^
nothing special happen this week , but only when i come to receive the announcement that the adventure racing is this sat .
Which is just tml, which is just so dead becoz we didnt have any special training for it, except that me, jean , salman and kiki went swimming together yesterdayyyy.... And i mangage to finish the usual laps that i have to complete. 10 laps. Instead , i swim 12. Because we did a little competiion . Wah~ salman, ur're the bomb. U swim so fast. Cheers! Haha
Have to prepare for tml alr! I am aiming for the top 3, com'on com'on! Gogogo!!:D
Thursday, February 17, 2011
OH-LA!
Today i went to school and surprisingly found a blue rose under my table. HAHA! which person eyes never grow properly one? Haha.. I find it abit funny that somebody actually gve me a rose . Heh heh. But okay la. Considered quite a brave person. But i am not sure if that's really for me. So i just put it beside the notice board. :P wells. Today had lunch together with penny and bell! Talked alot of crap!:D anyways, later and tomorrow will have to go to the hospital ....:/
I really hope i can meet up with ALL of my frens , because i just feel that the heart of this clique is no longer tgere anymore.:/
I really hope i can meet up with ALL of my frens , because i just feel that the heart of this clique is no longer tgere anymore.:/
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Expect the unexpected
This few weeks in school , had been very progressive . Like.. Many different new chapters have been coming along quite unexpectedly and they seems to be easy but at the same time tricky.:/ today i just had a class commitee meeting and the sec4s chair person suggested that we the graduating classes should be given the priority to take the lift as our classrooms are all mostly on the top level.:/ but surprisingly , teacher thought that its a not bad idea and said that we should all write a letter to carry out this request to the principal.:D hopefully it work. Heh.^^ anyway, this coming sun is the beach touch compeition and i am to replace eugenia for the match. Great. Sun tanning is going to be my next good fren.:D i kind of look forward to it not becuz i expect my grp to win, but that i just simply miss those time perservering together in a challenging and tiring game. Atleast thats the best part if we really get to think back to how we manage to pull through that matchzd.:D but thank God. I have been training it every week during my PE lessons and especially for this week, me and peilin went for rugby training. Hees... After that, we will be heading to lovelle's house for steamboat!! I miss the chilli, the food and the gathering!!! Haha! Yays!^•^
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
7th jan
Today is already the first few days of school. Still cant believe and don wan to believe that i got
Nominated to be the class vice chair person. So reluctant .zzz.. Cuz i am
Those kind of person that will try not to spent unneccessary time in school if possible becuz i prefer spending my time somewhere else. Rar... Who is that "kind" souls tht voted me??:/
Sian. Syllabus and standard is getting higher and more difficult. But i just don wan to erase off the mindset of wanting to
Get atleast 15 for my O level!!!:C
SCT coming up. I am so reluctant. But i just kept reminding myself that i will be able to
Enjoy almost half a year of hols if i manage to go thru this critical period so i would have to work extremely hard to make everything worth it!! I don wan 6 mths holiday to be a total waste! Anyway, being able to get into sec 5 really reminds me of how lucky i am to be a "survivor" . Hahas.. And now, with the remaining 17 survivors of 5n2, i also have to fight my way thru and no longer can i get the average grades but the well done kinda result ya? But its just so diff!!! Go go lihong!!!:D
Well well... Ppl has been asking me what is my new year resolution? Haha.. Well.. Frankly speaking, nothin much, but hope my family would be happy and healthy forever, hoping that i will be able to get wonderfully great result fot my O level. And lastly, resolution of my life time, will be, hope there will be a opportunity for u, to stand up right again, coz i am so guilty and etc. Well, i am sorry. :C please forgive me.
Hees. Blog some time again.:) ciaos C:
Nominated to be the class vice chair person. So reluctant .zzz.. Cuz i am
Those kind of person that will try not to spent unneccessary time in school if possible becuz i prefer spending my time somewhere else. Rar... Who is that "kind" souls tht voted me??:/
Sian. Syllabus and standard is getting higher and more difficult. But i just don wan to erase off the mindset of wanting to
Get atleast 15 for my O level!!!:C
SCT coming up. I am so reluctant. But i just kept reminding myself that i will be able to
Enjoy almost half a year of hols if i manage to go thru this critical period so i would have to work extremely hard to make everything worth it!! I don wan 6 mths holiday to be a total waste! Anyway, being able to get into sec 5 really reminds me of how lucky i am to be a "survivor" . Hahas.. And now, with the remaining 17 survivors of 5n2, i also have to fight my way thru and no longer can i get the average grades but the well done kinda result ya? But its just so diff!!! Go go lihong!!!:D
Well well... Ppl has been asking me what is my new year resolution? Haha.. Well.. Frankly speaking, nothin much, but hope my family would be happy and healthy forever, hoping that i will be able to get wonderfully great result fot my O level. And lastly, resolution of my life time, will be, hope there will be a opportunity for u, to stand up right again, coz i am so guilty and etc. Well, i am sorry. :C please forgive me.
Hees. Blog some time again.:) ciaos C:
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
What a experience..
I got sick on last friday and i thought it was just a normal not feeling well kind of experience. So i din reAlly bother much until the next night.. About 8 plus, i started to feel ubearable pain on my tummy and adomen area..:( i shout for my mama and she rushed in.. She rushed me to the hospital and i stayed in there for nearly 6 hours. Came to realise it was food poisoning instead of what the earlier on doc had said in polyclinic.. Gastric flu. But after some serious discussion with my family and and doc, that concluded that it was something got to do with my gastric and menses cramp plus food poisoning.zzzz .. I feel so louszy right now.. Mc after mc, injection after injection, luckily only had one water drip thing.. Coz i really have no patient with that, then today i still feel the pain.. No choice liao lor.. Clinic again...zzz then another 2 injection.:( sian. Lucky its over. If any of tge christian happen to read my blog, please keep me in prayer.. I am in grrat pain..:( doc say my blood preasure was extremely low. D: well well.. Another 3 days of mc given. Plus.. I lost 5 kg.. Thanks ar. This is not the way i wan to lose weight....:( okay la.. I try to go rest alr., update real soon...
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Wah.. Freaking hell. Din have the time to really get caught up with the net. Coz of work work and more work.. Anyways, ytd night went prawn fishing with my family, its the first time we had this kind of really cool hangoutts, but it will be even more cooler if we did really manage to catch a whole loads of prawns for everyone of us to fill our hungry tummy.:( haha.. But still, i enjoy myself!! Hees.. Well.. Gg malaysia soon!! Haha.. But for now, i havr alot of heart felt feelings in me that i have kept it for uncountable centuries..:( but until now, i stil don know how to present it out .. Hmmm... Well well.. Firstly is probably about GOd bah.:) i miss Him.:( ever since i started woking, i din really get to interact with Him often and i also din attend church. Its not realy what i wan, but becoz i have to work to support whatever i can think of.. Sian.. Which makes me have to drop the thinking of gg to church .. But luckily is just for 2 months bah.. Coz as far as i am concern, i miss gg there . Probably is the bonds between me and there. :( i din really attend other church much bcuz afterall, u will recognise which is ur "home" afterall, and u wont tend to feel or rather, get to fit urself in comfortably into them.:( i have dissapointed so many ppl, but i promise to God tht i have not forgotten Him. I still have to show alot alot alot alot of grattitudes to Him for entering into my life and changing me, if not, i wouldnt be who i am now. I would probably be any other lians out there finding troubles and makin my family worry..
Up next, probably i would choose to still keep it in me for a another umpteen amount of centuries until
Discoverers manage to discover them.:P haha! Ciaos!! Come back post real
Soon!!:D
Up next, probably i would choose to still keep it in me for a another umpteen amount of centuries until
Discoverers manage to discover them.:P haha! Ciaos!! Come back post real
Soon!!:D
Thursday, November 4, 2010
headless chickenzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
yesterday was initially my off day for me to prepare my o level paper which i had today.. haha.. nothing went in my brain. and i kept saying was dooom ..doom.. doom... haha.. today's exam was... well.. i can say.. probably i should just aim for a just pass but nothing more then that. HAHA.
well.. this week... has alot of happenings for me.. i don know how i should start off..
or ahould i say... oh well.. nothing. haha.. nothing happening happened this week except for a little here and there.
haha... other then tat.. it's just work lor.
well..got to go enjoy the rest of my hours before i go sleep and begin my next full working day again.. oh ya.. it's PH tml!:C
go go go!:D
well.. this week... has alot of happenings for me.. i don know how i should start off..
or ahould i say... oh well.. nothing. haha.. nothing happening happened this week except for a little here and there.
haha... other then tat.. it's just work lor.
well..got to go enjoy the rest of my hours before i go sleep and begin my next full working day again.. oh ya.. it's PH tml!:C
go go go!:D
Sunday, October 24, 2010
crazy.
i had been quite, or infact , very busy lately with my work that i didnt have time for anything but to slp... 3 -4 meals a day even became atmost 2 or if better 3 meals.. haha... but busy is good i guess.. it keeps my mind from wandering around.. that i even forgot yongmei's birthday.:/ feel so guilty ...:C
haha.. now i manage to have some blogging time before i go prepare for my work, i actually realise that i have been missing alot of things lately..coz i have been reducing what i use to do.. like. smsing my friends to keep up with them and even encouraging them for O level..sian... coz i have been working till 10 pm everyday lately...rar! endure! i am so held up by all those things until i now also dunno what am i blogging .. or what nonsense am i spouting.. hahas... time to go prepare! CIAO!
haha.. now i manage to have some blogging time before i go prepare for my work, i actually realise that i have been missing alot of things lately..coz i have been reducing what i use to do.. like. smsing my friends to keep up with them and even encouraging them for O level..sian... coz i have been working till 10 pm everyday lately...rar! endure! i am so held up by all those things until i now also dunno what am i blogging .. or what nonsense am i spouting.. hahas... time to go prepare! CIAO!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
TMD.
today's paper started at 2pm.. i tot i had alot of time to study before hand, but ended up, i woke up at 12nn then after preparing, i only had 1 hour left to study ..but okay la.. i rather sleep until i got enough energy to concentrate... if not i study until so heard, then go there tired tired , then cannot concentrate..:C but today, i realise the math was TMD difficult. paper one alr so difficult. hopefully paper 2 will be easy. task tsk.. NO PAST MISTAKES ANYMORE HONG! haha..welll... also finish le.. so i shouldn't be dwelling on it anymore... after that, i went back home to bathe and went to meet up with jianqiang to have dinner...:D
dinner at MOF(ministry of food) wahaha... seems nice.. look nice, and also tasted not bad... everything was freaking fresh..:D:D
well.. anyway, it was 1 day after jianqiang's birthday and i din buy him anything... hehe ... so bad.:P
anyway, my bro help me buy my very first STAGE product!!:D a towel that i hesitated for very long on whether i should get it or not, but in the end, i still ask him to help me buy.. too pretty to resist!!!^^
dinner at MOF(ministry of food) wahaha... seems nice.. look nice, and also tasted not bad... everything was freaking fresh..:D:D
well.. anyway, it was 1 day after jianqiang's birthday and i din buy him anything... hehe ... so bad.:P
anyway, my bro help me buy my very first STAGE product!!:D a towel that i hesitated for very long on whether i should get it or not, but in the end, i still ask him to help me buy.. too pretty to resist!!!^^
Sunday, October 3, 2010
WARNED.
today i had my science papers... well... physics was unexpectedly easier.. but the irritating chem was annoyingly difficult.. make me feel like falling asleep..shit...
i think i will atmost get a just pass only...:C
well.. i have a message for you.
in the first place, when you told me how you feel ,and tell me your point of view, i felt that okay, atleast now i can let go of you, coz you know what you are doing, so i don have to worry.
but afetr ytd's incident, after knowing that you lied for some stupid reason, this make me feel like.. aha.. i had been wasting my time..thinking you would change instead of being sturborn, thinking that you will heed advice, instead of picking what you would only wan to hear. And just in case you din know, i alr realise that you are lying, just trying to cover up yourself and others, to get yourself coated by the look of "innocent" outfit.nice try..
well..
i have decided not to go hush on you, trying to change you anymore..since you know,"WHAT TO DO" .
i think i will atmost get a just pass only...:C
well.. i have a message for you.
in the first place, when you told me how you feel ,and tell me your point of view, i felt that okay, atleast now i can let go of you, coz you know what you are doing, so i don have to worry.
but afetr ytd's incident, after knowing that you lied for some stupid reason, this make me feel like.. aha.. i had been wasting my time..thinking you would change instead of being sturborn, thinking that you will heed advice, instead of picking what you would only wan to hear. And just in case you din know, i alr realise that you are lying, just trying to cover up yourself and others, to get yourself coated by the look of "innocent" outfit.nice try..
well..
i have decided not to go hush on you, trying to change you anymore..since you know,"WHAT TO DO" .
Sunday, September 26, 2010
What's that feeling ?
i realise that life ain't like... i really will change , i really wont do bad things anymore, means you are able to run away from the punishment that you ought to be facing. no, no , no.
even if you truly wan to repent, you first also have to go thru what you are suppose to be facing. THE CONSEQUENCE.
hell loads.
i seriously have alot of feelings, seeing *her, about to go into prison, missing all the good stuff, and ruining her own future, i seriously feel sad for her.
i dunno what are the stuff that had done, to earn all this dis-like from ppl, but she is after all a human. is that why i am sad?
or is it becoz i feel that eyanne is suppose to have her by her side thru-out her journey of life? well... is this what it's called, FAIRNESS?
going into RTC, not being able to look after eyanne, not being able to watch her grow, is this being fair to the baby? somemore, if the worst scenario were to happen this week during the court enlistment, then she is going to miss eyanne's 2 years of growing life, which is so damn important... sigh.
should i say that i am feeling sad for her? pity? no?
probably i just think that she can deserve better and lead a better life if she didn't choose that path in the first place?
time and time i heard from her that she is willing to change, but time to time i also seen her hanging out with what we call,"the bad influence". is that a sign of changing? well... i don see any.
i really hope that the most suitable outcome will come to you, so that you will be able to atleast feel that you have been taught a lesson.
are you going to change when you come out? hopefully? but what has been confirmed is that if you really were to go in, you will be missing the major exam.:/
i seriously think that you are "wasted" y'know! SHITO! just hope you will hang in there, and thanks for texting me despite all the happening. to show that i care, i will be by your side if you ever need one.:D
back to happy yet sad stuff! yesterday wen tot my grand ah ma's birthday to celebrate her 83rd's birthday.seriously, i wasn't much looking forward to it, because i am sure to experince alot of remarks and etc which makes me feel like telling them, " can you be more creative?" if i ever had the chance to choose, i willl prefer not to have any relative on my dad's side.
but hor, at the same time i will also wan leh... coz taht's my main source of a ang pao...:C
then went to see yi hua off to air port as she is going to london to study... oh welll... i seriously miss her.. so hopefully she be back to visit soon, or probably can be like what she say, go over for a few days and stay with her.:D
even if you truly wan to repent, you first also have to go thru what you are suppose to be facing. THE CONSEQUENCE.
hell loads.
i seriously have alot of feelings, seeing *her, about to go into prison, missing all the good stuff, and ruining her own future, i seriously feel sad for her.
i dunno what are the stuff that had done, to earn all this dis-like from ppl, but she is after all a human. is that why i am sad?
or is it becoz i feel that eyanne is suppose to have her by her side thru-out her journey of life? well... is this what it's called, FAIRNESS?
going into RTC, not being able to look after eyanne, not being able to watch her grow, is this being fair to the baby? somemore, if the worst scenario were to happen this week during the court enlistment, then she is going to miss eyanne's 2 years of growing life, which is so damn important... sigh.
should i say that i am feeling sad for her? pity? no?
probably i just think that she can deserve better and lead a better life if she didn't choose that path in the first place?
time and time i heard from her that she is willing to change, but time to time i also seen her hanging out with what we call,"the bad influence". is that a sign of changing? well... i don see any.
i really hope that the most suitable outcome will come to you, so that you will be able to atleast feel that you have been taught a lesson.
are you going to change when you come out? hopefully? but what has been confirmed is that if you really were to go in, you will be missing the major exam.:/
i seriously think that you are "wasted" y'know! SHITO! just hope you will hang in there, and thanks for texting me despite all the happening. to show that i care, i will be by your side if you ever need one.:D
back to happy yet sad stuff! yesterday wen tot my grand ah ma's birthday to celebrate her 83rd's birthday.seriously, i wasn't much looking forward to it, because i am sure to experince alot of remarks and etc which makes me feel like telling them, " can you be more creative?" if i ever had the chance to choose, i willl prefer not to have any relative on my dad's side.
but hor, at the same time i will also wan leh... coz taht's my main source of a ang pao...:C
then went to see yi hua off to air port as she is going to london to study... oh welll... i seriously miss her.. so hopefully she be back to visit soon, or probably can be like what she say, go over for a few days and stay with her.:D
Friday, September 24, 2010
last day of school!C:
Today i went to school with a well prepared heart to welcome the last day of school. i brought the stupid heavy textbook then end up, the teacher was absent.
i spent time playing cardgames with my frens and talking . heehees..
i manage to scare the hell put of my fren and she too, caught the tactic that i was using.:P
well... today was seriously a day of slacking as were in school... i had no idea if i would be coming back next year, i also had no idea if i didn't manage to make it, then what am i suppose to do?i am darn afraid of repeating the history and disappointing others again.
shito.
During the faculty assembly, Mrs quek gave out those awards that i felt quite lame upon seeing the recipients going to get them. It was the "good student" of the year award. HAHA! I didn't really pay attention when she was nameing the recipients, until the next moment when i realise everyone shouting my name . WHAT THE HECK! SO EMBARRASING!! i rush forward to my form teacher and shook her hand while i take over the CERT of SELF DIRECTED award. what exactly does that mean? i tot i didnt leave any impression in the teachers or whatsoever....penny told my that my face was blushing .. haha.. should i be happy that i receive something that the rest didn't? or should i feel lame upon receiving the "lame" cert? i totally had no idea...
RIGHT after school, i went straight to batok complex and i was targeting for atleast a 10 laps swim before going home . but after changing, i realise it was drizzling. But that wasn't much of a problem, so i still went for a swim . heh heh. but as i was going to archieve the ending of every single lap, i realise the rain got heavier , and the rain drops was so big that it cause the water in the pool to turn chalky...and it was rather scary as the pool only had me and another stranger. so got myself up and sat right at the edge of the pool, enjoying every drop of the rain that fall on me, thinking of stuff that really stressed me out. and the next thing i heard was the life guard calling the 2 of us to stay out of the pool.
*sian*
i sat on a chair, and continued my second part of developing a conclusion to what i was thinking while waiting for the rain to stop. after 15 mins, i decided to give up becoz the rain shows no sign of it wanting to stop at all.. i went for a bath and when i got out of the toilet, the rain had alr stopped. -.- THANKS AR.
nevermind la.4laps better then never .HOR? heh heh .. tml is my ah ma's birthday.
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?
i spent time playing cardgames with my frens and talking . heehees..
i manage to scare the hell put of my fren and she too, caught the tactic that i was using.:P
well... today was seriously a day of slacking as were in school... i had no idea if i would be coming back next year, i also had no idea if i didn't manage to make it, then what am i suppose to do?i am darn afraid of repeating the history and disappointing others again.
shito.
During the faculty assembly, Mrs quek gave out those awards that i felt quite lame upon seeing the recipients going to get them. It was the "good student" of the year award. HAHA! I didn't really pay attention when she was nameing the recipients, until the next moment when i realise everyone shouting my name . WHAT THE HECK! SO EMBARRASING!! i rush forward to my form teacher and shook her hand while i take over the CERT of SELF DIRECTED award. what exactly does that mean? i tot i didnt leave any impression in the teachers or whatsoever....penny told my that my face was blushing .. haha.. should i be happy that i receive something that the rest didn't? or should i feel lame upon receiving the "lame" cert? i totally had no idea...
RIGHT after school, i went straight to batok complex and i was targeting for atleast a 10 laps swim before going home . but after changing, i realise it was drizzling. But that wasn't much of a problem, so i still went for a swim . heh heh. but as i was going to archieve the ending of every single lap, i realise the rain got heavier , and the rain drops was so big that it cause the water in the pool to turn chalky...and it was rather scary as the pool only had me and another stranger. so got myself up and sat right at the edge of the pool, enjoying every drop of the rain that fall on me, thinking of stuff that really stressed me out. and the next thing i heard was the life guard calling the 2 of us to stay out of the pool.
*sian*
i sat on a chair, and continued my second part of developing a conclusion to what i was thinking while waiting for the rain to stop. after 15 mins, i decided to give up becoz the rain shows no sign of it wanting to stop at all.. i went for a bath and when i got out of the toilet, the rain had alr stopped. -.- THANKS AR.
nevermind la.4laps better then never .HOR? heh heh .. tml is my ah ma's birthday.
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
BANG!
i have no idea why i am having the CHALET kinda mood nowadays. probably it's becoz ...haha.. no because.C:
i have been quite busy for the past few weeks, mingling around with my N level, while i see the rest of my sec 5 friends being so busy with their O level exams.. well.. probably i should thank God for giving me extra time to get ready...well well.. now... i am really clueless on where i should go to settle my grey hair and also to get my hair treatment done! jean yip? of just cheap cheap? but i just wan to get my hair done then get ready for prom.. then..........well... if i go jean yip dye, what colour should i go for? i had always wanted to dye.....blue black? or...haze-y kind of colour? if not i shall go for my all time favourite, REDDISH BROWN!!!:D well well... but i have to consider... if i dye my hair to those obvious obvious de colour, then i will have to dye back by the end of the years to collect my result. so i probably this year guai yi dian lor.. just dye.. dark brown? hao ba hao ba..:D next, let's talk about what's after N! haha! straight sfter tht last paper, the next day, my class and i might be having a chalet..haha....then the following week another one.. then the following month, another one. LOL! then gg genting and stuff... how i wish i have all the time in the world to fool around..:C
oh my mama! haha... i feel like talking nonsense now, i feel like having fun right now, i feel like high-ing right now, but i know now i still have other much more important syuff to get myself busy with! LIHONG! endure another 3 weeks? YES! chiong ar!:D:D:D:D
GOGOGOG!
HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY~~~!!!
i have been quite busy for the past few weeks, mingling around with my N level, while i see the rest of my sec 5 friends being so busy with their O level exams.. well.. probably i should thank God for giving me extra time to get ready...well well.. now... i am really clueless on where i should go to settle my grey hair and also to get my hair treatment done! jean yip? of just cheap cheap? but i just wan to get my hair done then get ready for prom.. then..........well... if i go jean yip dye, what colour should i go for? i had always wanted to dye.....blue black? or...haze-y kind of colour? if not i shall go for my all time favourite, REDDISH BROWN!!!:D well well... but i have to consider... if i dye my hair to those obvious obvious de colour, then i will have to dye back by the end of the years to collect my result. so i probably this year guai yi dian lor.. just dye.. dark brown? hao ba hao ba..:D next, let's talk about what's after N! haha! straight sfter tht last paper, the next day, my class and i might be having a chalet..haha....then the following week another one.. then the following month, another one. LOL! then gg genting and stuff... how i wish i have all the time in the world to fool around..:C
oh my mama! haha... i feel like talking nonsense now, i feel like having fun right now, i feel like high-ing right now, but i know now i still have other much more important syuff to get myself busy with! LIHONG! endure another 3 weeks? YES! chiong ar!:D:D:D:D
GOGOGOG!
HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY~~~!!!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
longlonglong
it's been so long ever since i come online .. busy? no leh. not really... but probably....just don feel like ... i realise i am not those kind of person that cant survive without a computer ! good or bad thing ? haha.. well... i guess it's good.. hmmm... holiday tml! holiday tuesday! haha.. but wed? PRELIM! *dang dang dang dang!* haha.. i think i should go and study now.. heh heh...
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
my heartfelt words..
Honestly speaking. the more i see u getting crazy of all those stuff, the more i am sick of u. so i hope u can just scram off my life and continue to iddle with what u are crazy over with. this post is especially for u. i am not gg out with u. not now, not even in future anymore. u hear me? unless one day, probably if i am out of my mind.:D u make me put my words striaght. so don blame me. stop telling me that u are alone, u are amo, u have no life , u miss me, u don feel like urself,worst wtill, in the middle of the night, tell me that u are drunk coz of me and all this shit. once bitten , twice shy. i have learnt my lesson, and i have seen thru ur tactics. please be smart enough . next time when u wan to say u have no life to some other girls..please make sure u put all ur "having fun" photos as private, so that they will believe YOUR LIES and smypatise u.
what the hell.. u totally make me feel sick. how am i stupid enuf to be one of ur victim? haha... i cant believe it.:/
thanks to u. my life is ruin. but also thanks to u, to make me know that guys like u , CANT BE TRUSTED. or rather, sympathetic .
u screwed my life. NOW, i have only one last sentence to tell u. hope u are sensitive enough, to keep ur skin thin enough, to know that i am blogging about u.
and don sms/call me anymore, telling me that u will wait.
what the hell..
what the hell.. u totally make me feel sick. how am i stupid enuf to be one of ur victim? haha... i cant believe it.:/
thanks to u. my life is ruin. but also thanks to u, to make me know that guys like u , CANT BE TRUSTED. or rather, sympathetic .
u screwed my life. NOW, i have only one last sentence to tell u. hope u are sensitive enough, to keep ur skin thin enough, to know that i am blogging about u.
and don sms/call me anymore, telling me that u will wait.
what the hell..
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