last day of school!C:

Today i went to school with a well prepared heart to welcome the last day of school. i brought the stupid heavy textbook then end up, the teacher was absent.
i spent time playing cardgames with my frens and talking . heehees..
i manage to scare the hell put of my fren and she too, caught the tactic that i was using.:P
well... today was seriously a day of slacking as were in school... i had no idea if i would be coming back next year, i also had no idea if i didn't manage to make it, then what am i suppose to do?i am darn afraid of repeating the history and disappointing others again.
shito.
During the faculty assembly, Mrs quek gave out those awards that i felt quite lame upon seeing the recipients going to get them. It was the "good student" of the year award. HAHA! I didn't really pay attention when she was nameing the recipients, until the next moment when i realise everyone shouting my name . WHAT THE HECK! SO EMBARRASING!! i rush forward to my form teacher and shook her hand while i take over the CERT of SELF DIRECTED award. what exactly does that mean? i tot i didnt leave any impression in the teachers or whatsoever....penny told my that my face was blushing .. haha.. should i be happy that i receive something that the rest didn't? or should i feel lame upon receiving the "lame" cert? i totally had no idea...
RIGHT after school, i went straight to batok complex and i was targeting for atleast a 10 laps swim before going home . but after changing, i realise it was drizzling. But that wasn't much of a problem, so i still went for a swim . heh heh. but as i was going to archieve the ending of every single lap, i realise the rain got heavier , and the rain drops was so big that it cause the water in the pool to turn chalky...and it was rather scary as the pool only had me and another stranger. so got myself up and sat right at the edge of the pool, enjoying every drop of the rain that fall on me, thinking of stuff that really stressed me out. and the next thing i heard was the life guard calling the 2 of us to stay out of the pool.
*sian*
i sat on a chair, and continued my second part of developing a conclusion to what i was thinking while waiting for the rain to stop. after 15 mins, i decided to give up becoz the rain shows no sign of it wanting to stop at all.. i went for a bath and when i got out of the toilet, the rain had alr stopped. -.- THANKS AR.
nevermind la.4laps better then never .HOR? heh heh .. tml is my ah ma's birthday.
WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?