7th jan

Today is already the first few days of school. Still cant believe and don wan to believe that i got
Nominated to be the class vice chair person. So reluctant .zzz.. Cuz i am
Those kind of person that will try not to spent unneccessary time in school if possible becuz i prefer spending my time somewhere else. Rar... Who is that "kind" souls tht voted me??:/
Sian. Syllabus and standard is getting higher and more difficult. But i just don wan to erase off the mindset of wanting to
Get atleast 15 for my O level!!!:C
SCT coming up. I am so reluctant. But i just kept reminding myself that i will be able to
Enjoy almost half a year of hols if i manage to go thru this critical period so i would have to work extremely hard to make everything worth it!! I don wan 6 mths holiday to be a total waste! Anyway, being able to get into sec 5 really reminds me of how lucky i am to be a "survivor" . Hahas.. And now, with the remaining 17 survivors of 5n2, i also have to fight my way thru and no longer can i get the average grades but the well done kinda result ya? But its just so diff!!! Go go lihong!!!:D
Well well... Ppl has been asking me what is my new year resolution? Haha.. Well.. Frankly speaking, nothin much, but hope my family would be happy and healthy forever, hoping that i will be able to get wonderfully great result fot my O level. And lastly, resolution of my life time, will be, hope there will be a opportunity for u, to stand up right again, coz i am so guilty and etc. Well, i am sorry. :C please forgive me.
Hees. Blog some time again.:) ciaos C:

What a experience..

I got sick on last friday and i thought it was just a normal not feeling well kind of experience. So i din reAlly bother much until the next night.. About 8 plus, i started to feel ubearable pain on my tummy and adomen area..:( i shout for my mama and she rushed in.. She rushed me to the hospital and i stayed in there for nearly 6 hours. Came to realise it was food poisoning instead of what the earlier on doc had said in polyclinic.. Gastric flu. But after some serious discussion with my family and and doc, that concluded that it was something got to do with my gastric and menses cramp plus food poisoning.zzzz .. I feel so louszy right now.. Mc after mc, injection after injection, luckily only had one water drip thing.. Coz i really have no patient with that, then today i still feel the pain.. No choice liao lor.. Clinic again...zzz then another 2 injection.:( sian. Lucky its over. If any of tge christian happen to read my blog, please keep me in prayer.. I am in grrat pain..:( doc say my blood preasure was extremely low. D: well well.. Another 3 days of mc given. Plus.. I lost 5 kg.. Thanks ar. This is not the way i wan to lose weight....:( okay la.. I try to go rest alr., update real soon...

Wah.. Freaking hell. Din have the time to really get caught up with the net. Coz of work work and more work.. Anyways, ytd night went prawn fishing with my family, its the first time we had this kind of really cool hangoutts, but it will be even more cooler if we did really manage to catch a whole loads of prawns for everyone of us to fill our hungry tummy.:( haha.. But still, i enjoy myself!! Hees.. Well.. Gg malaysia soon!! Haha.. But for now, i havr alot of heart felt feelings in me that i have kept it for uncountable centuries..:( but until now, i stil don know how to present it out .. Hmmm... Well well.. Firstly is probably about GOd bah.:) i miss Him.:( ever since i started woking, i din really get to interact with Him often and i also din attend church. Its not realy what i wan, but becoz i have to work to support whatever i can think of.. Sian.. Which makes me have to drop the thinking of gg to church .. But luckily is just for 2 months bah.. Coz as far as i am concern, i miss gg there . Probably is the bonds between me and there. :( i din really attend other church much bcuz afterall, u will recognise which is ur "home" afterall, and u wont tend to feel or rather, get to fit urself in comfortably into them.:( i have dissapointed so many ppl, but i promise to God tht i have not forgotten Him. I still have to show alot alot alot alot of grattitudes to Him for entering into my life and changing me, if not, i wouldnt be who i am now. I would probably be any other lians out there finding troubles and makin my family worry..
Up next, probably i would choose to still keep it in me for a another umpteen amount of centuries until
Discoverers manage to discover them.:P haha! Ciaos!! Come back post real
Soon!!:D

headless chickenzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

yesterday was initially my off day for me to prepare my o level paper which i had today.. haha.. nothing went in my brain. and i kept saying was dooom ..doom.. doom... haha.. today's exam was... well.. i can say.. probably i should just aim for a just pass but nothing more then that. HAHA.
well.. this week... has alot of happenings for me.. i don know how i should start off..
or ahould i say... oh well.. nothing. haha.. nothing happening happened this week except for a little here and there.
haha... other then tat.. it's just work lor.
well..got to go enjoy the rest of my hours before i go sleep and begin my next full working day again.. oh ya.. it's PH tml!:C
go go go!:D

crazy.

i had been quite, or infact , very busy lately with my work that i didnt have time for anything but to slp... 3 -4 meals a day even became atmost 2 or if better 3 meals.. haha... but busy is good i guess.. it keeps my mind from wandering around.. that i even forgot yongmei's birthday.:/ feel so guilty ...:C
haha.. now i manage to have some blogging time before i go prepare for my work, i actually realise that i have been missing alot of things lately..coz i have been reducing what i use to do.. like. smsing my friends to keep up with them and even encouraging them for O level..sian... coz i have been working till 10 pm everyday lately...rar! endure! i am so held up by all those things until i now also dunno what am i blogging .. or what nonsense am i spouting.. hahas... time to go prepare! CIAO!

TMD.

today's paper started at 2pm.. i tot i had alot of time to study before hand, but ended up, i woke up at 12nn then after preparing, i only had 1 hour left to study ..but okay la.. i rather sleep until i got enough energy to concentrate... if not i study until so heard, then go there tired tired , then cannot concentrate..:C but today, i realise the math was TMD difficult. paper one alr so difficult. hopefully paper 2 will be easy. task tsk.. NO PAST MISTAKES ANYMORE HONG! haha..welll... also finish le.. so i shouldn't be dwelling on it anymore... after that, i went back home to bathe and went to meet up with jianqiang to have dinner...:D
dinner at MOF(ministry of food) wahaha... seems nice.. look nice, and also tasted not bad... everything was freaking fresh..:D:D
well.. anyway, it was 1 day after jianqiang's birthday and i din buy him anything... hehe ... so bad.:P
anyway, my bro help me buy my very first STAGE product!!:D a towel that i hesitated for very long on whether i should get it or not, but in the end, i still ask him to help me buy.. too pretty to resist!!!^^

WARNED.

today i had my science papers... well... physics was unexpectedly easier.. but the irritating chem was annoyingly difficult.. make me feel like falling asleep..shit...
i think i will atmost get a just pass only...:C
well.. i have a message for you.
in the first place, when you told me how you feel ,and tell me your point of view, i felt that okay, atleast now i can let go of you, coz you know what you are doing, so i don have to worry.
but afetr ytd's incident, after knowing that you lied for some stupid reason, this make me feel like.. aha.. i had been wasting my time..thinking you would change instead of being sturborn, thinking that you will heed advice, instead of picking what you would only wan to hear. And just in case you din know, i alr realise that you are lying, just trying to cover up yourself and others, to get yourself coated by the look of "innocent" outfit.nice try..
well..
i have decided not to go hush on you, trying to change you anymore..since you know,"WHAT TO DO" .